a bit much

work has been occupying too much of my time. i don't want to complain seeing as i enjoy the work i do BUT times like these i just want to hide under a rock, lay still like a lizard under the sun and not move. my brain hurts from thinking, my eyes are constantly tired from lack of sleep and i feel like it's always rush hour. there hasn't been much time to do stuff thats really close to my heart like fix up our new home, have people over for a proper house-warming, honeymoon with my husband, try out my kitchen aid, learn a new hobby, explore....there's always so much to explore how i wish i could. a part of me wants march to come soon so this hell of a time can be over already but much needs to be done for my march event which i am not totally prepared for. aaaaahhhhh!!! please, please, some peace and quiet for a change. i remain a mere foot soldier... for now.